|courtesy of emdot at flickr|
haven’t gotten to arranging lunch
nephew’s bar results tomorrow
will I remember to call?
Mother’s Day on Sunday
finally asked this morning about what would feel like a gift
Jay’s 60th on Tuesday
not only no card yet,
but damn, have to be at a conference in Sacramento all day
Tom’s wife has cancer
how can I be of help, and when?
who else have I not checked on?
checked in with?
are they feeling uncared for by me?
maybe I can let go of the fear of the brink
of falling behind
maybe let go of the worry that others may feel that I don't care
or don't care enough
is there any way we could agree for ever
that I love you
that I will try to respond to you in ways that comfort you
but that if I come up short
it is never that I love you less
rather, that I am over the edge
and beyond behind?
I could use your help
in getting over this fear of falling